HolistiCinintya

I know this is so complicated, It’s very hurt live between fanatic differences, If someday we have to apart even if We still love each other, I volunteer it, If this is the best way and make they’re happy, I wiil do anything to make my parents happy no matter hurt it is, I’m so sorry for my Fifi, It’s not mean I don’t love you no more, Don’t you know how much I Love You? I can express my feeling with my own words, I Love You so much more then anything. I’m very afraid this day will come someday, so that I will spend everyday and make sweet memories with you, Hold your hand, Hug you tightly as long as I can, Say Nighty, Miss U, Love U as much as I can, Now I’m ready for all of it, I will Brave my self to face the worse.

Maybe this is something ridiculous, fool or stupid that you ever heard, I played a game with my Fifi, The game calls “MISS LIKE WANNA DIE”, The Rule is Don’t Meet each other since a week, then when we meet again, He must make my cheek blushing again,(Will we miss each other like wanna die? Yaa, Absolutly) simple but Will we can do it? I don’t know, we will try as strong as we can, Why did we do this?, because We don’t want a monotone relationship, We must make it interesting like a jazz music, that have many improvisation in every melody,.. So We can’t boring forever, When will we end this game? Off course until We say “GAME OVER”… Hope We Will LongLast ^_^                                                   ...

This is My strong day without him, I miss him so much everyday, But I can’t express my feeling to him because I’m afraid make him afraid,… I regret if I will   forget him, because This feeling can’t survive anymore, It’ll die slowly,.. I’m very afraid if that will happen,.. Please, Help me to keep this feeling.  (T_T Wanna drop my tears as much as I can, Hwaaaaaaaa, hix hix, I Miss U like this world gonna explode)

Wow, ga Cuma orang muda aja ya yang terkena Korean wave a.k.a Halyu wave ato gelombang Korea, ternyata orang tua juga, ga ngambil contoh jauh-jauh Orang Tuaku contohnya, khususnya Ibuku, Dia suka karena Dramanya dan orang-orangnya yang berwajah bening (begitu kata beliau), Tiap sore dia rutin nontonin TV, Cuma buat nontonin Drama Korea yang lagi digandrungi di Indonesia itu, Dia paling suka sama Lee Minho Efek dari Korean wave juga aku rasakan banget, kita ambil contoh Kisah nyata dan pengalaman pribadiku yang baru beberapa menit lalu terjadi, Suatu hari di sebuah warung aku ikut nimbrung bareng ibu-ibu yang lagi ngegosip, kebetulan di warung tersebut ada Ibuku, jadi aku minta dijajanin ibuku,.. nah tiba-tiba ibuku nyeletuk : Ibu : Loh, Kamu ga Les IALF? Aku : Enggak Ibu : Loh kok gitu? Berarti kamu ga bisa ketemu KIM dong? (KIM (18 thn) = Bule Korea yg satu kelas di tempat kursusku yg tiap hari aku ceritain ke ibuku, tapi ekspresi muka ibuku ...

WOW! I like this day so much Seperti biasa aku datang ke tempat les, trus nyari tempat duduk bareng Araya, Seperti biasa kelas penuh dan semua murid duduknya di tempat itu-ituuu aja, sama yang itu-ituuuu aja, nah Miss Juni nyuru kita ngitung sampe empat, one two three four, aku dapet hitungan ke empat, giliran baris KIM yang ngitung, Aku ga ada mikir dan ga ada ngarep semoga KIM nomer 4, Hitungan pun berjalan Araya said “one”, and next Aleng : “two, Hendra “three” and then KIM said “FOUR”,it was such a surprice, dalem hati aku udah jingkrak, jungkling sampe tunggang-tungging, Oh MY GOD. Juni langsung speak : Alright, You can move and find ur partner, AKU (dalem ati) : Of course I am, tanpa disuru pun aku bakal lari ke sana, thank’s Juni, I Love you so muach, Aku tau hari ini pasti bakal terjadi,.. untung juga aku ga duduk di tempat tadi soalnya ada temen les yang aku takutin (takut karena dia sering colak-colek gaje, pokoknya serem) duduk di samp...

I never think that I can be strong without You in my day, Ok I can prevent this feeling for didn’t teasing or greeting you again, but I can’t be a liar that will say I don’t love you no more, don’t miss you anymore, don’t need you,.. blab la bla… it’s too naïf, as downright as you know, I never stop thinking of you and I still wait in the same line where I started to loving you.