I know this is so complicated, It’s very hurt live between fanatic differences, If someday we have to apart even if We still love each other, I volunteer it, If this is the best way and make they’re happy, I wiil do anything to make my parents happy no matter hurt it is, I’m so sorry for my Fifi, It’s not mean I don’t love you no more, Don’t you know how much I Love You? I can express my feeling with my own words, I Love You so much more then anything. I’m very afraid this day will come someday, so that I will spend everyday and make sweet memories with you, Hold your hand, Hug you tightly as long as I can, Say Nighty, Miss U, Love U as much as I can, Now I’m ready for all of it, I will Brave my self to face the worse.
Hi, I thought I
need to write a diary again, im just realize since i stop writing diary I feel
a bit lost, I mean im losing my self , how much my self developing, Did I do
well? I didn’t update again with my self, I feel sad too. I don’t know about me
again, I didn’t mean be selfish but im definitely messed up with my self.
Without diary I forgot what I’ve done and what I feel everyday back there. When
I wrote diary I would read it again and feel surprise about what I wrote, did I
write this? Is this my self when I was wrote this? Sometimes I feel my self is
soo cute back there and sometimes desperate. The point is I will know my self
better by write some diaries. I will start it again. I wouldn’t missing my self
again.
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