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This is My strong day without him, I miss him so much everyday, But I can’t express my feeling to him because I’m afraid make him afraid,… I regret if I will   forget him, because This feeling can’t survive anymore, It’ll die slowly,.. I’m very afraid if that will happen,.. Please, Help me to keep this feeling.  (T_T Wanna drop my tears as much as I can, Hwaaaaaaaa, hix hix, I Miss U like this world gonna explode)

Wow, ga Cuma orang muda aja ya yang terkena Korean wave a.k.a Halyu wave ato gelombang Korea, ternyata orang tua juga, ga ngambil contoh jauh-jauh Orang Tuaku contohnya, khususnya Ibuku, Dia suka karena Dramanya dan orang-orangnya yang berwajah bening (begitu kata beliau), Tiap sore dia rutin nontonin TV, Cuma buat nontonin Drama Korea yang lagi digandrungi di Indonesia itu, Dia paling suka sama Lee Minho Efek dari Korean wave juga aku rasakan banget, kita ambil contoh Kisah nyata dan pengalaman pribadiku yang baru beberapa menit lalu terjadi, Suatu hari di sebuah warung aku ikut nimbrung bareng ibu-ibu yang lagi ngegosip, kebetulan di warung tersebut ada Ibuku, jadi aku minta dijajanin ibuku,.. nah tiba-tiba ibuku nyeletuk : Ibu : Loh, Kamu ga Les IALF? Aku : Enggak Ibu : Loh kok gitu? Berarti kamu ga bisa ketemu KIM dong? (KIM (18 thn) = Bule Korea yg satu kelas di tempat kursusku yg tiap hari aku ceritain ke ibuku, tapi ekspresi muka ibuku ...

WOW! I like this day so much Seperti biasa aku datang ke tempat les, trus nyari tempat duduk bareng Araya, Seperti biasa kelas penuh dan semua murid duduknya di tempat itu-ituuu aja, sama yang itu-ituuuu aja, nah Miss Juni nyuru kita ngitung sampe empat, one two three four, aku dapet hitungan ke empat, giliran baris KIM yang ngitung, Aku ga ada mikir dan ga ada ngarep semoga KIM nomer 4, Hitungan pun berjalan Araya said “one”, and next Aleng : “two, Hendra “three” and then KIM said “FOUR”,it was such a surprice, dalem hati aku udah jingkrak, jungkling sampe tunggang-tungging, Oh MY GOD. Juni langsung speak : Alright, You can move and find ur partner, AKU (dalem ati) : Of course I am, tanpa disuru pun aku bakal lari ke sana, thank’s Juni, I Love you so muach, Aku tau hari ini pasti bakal terjadi,.. untung juga aku ga duduk di tempat tadi soalnya ada temen les yang aku takutin (takut karena dia sering colak-colek gaje, pokoknya serem) duduk di samp...

I never think that I can be strong without You in my day, Ok I can prevent this feeling for didn’t teasing or greeting you again, but I can’t be a liar that will say I don’t love you no more, don’t miss you anymore, don’t need you,.. blab la bla… it’s too naïf, as downright as you know, I never stop thinking of you and I still wait in the same line where I started to loving you.

When I thinking about U, I always want to sing a sweet song, then from that Songs I found some sweet words,.. no no no Maybe it’s herd a little egoist, but that fix for what I feel now, here the Lyrics : When I can’t stop thinking about You “ I always see U when I close my eyes, U are on my mind ” When I want U be mine “ Boy like U gotta make you mine, Imma treat U right, baby ” When Finally U are not for me   “ Even though there's another man who's in my life you will always be my boo ” When I feel guilty that I have overfeel to U “ Salahkah ku bila, Kaulah yang ada di hatiku ” When I feel grateful and not regret to love you “ I thank GOD, I found You ” Why am I being like this? Because I wanna Exist in your heart :p , I want You save a little me in ur mind and ur heart, just a little, Could U please?