I’m falling in love with the fake you

I am not someone that easly fallin’ in love but one day I brave my self to deal with that stuff because of one boy that so clever influence all my mind and my heart, He’s such so clever, sensitive and passionate, He also love singing, dancing and reading same like me, He’s younger than me and such a sweet boy, for the first time I don’t interest with him but because all of those things, He attract me much

I think I found my partner, my half part of me ,but I was wrong, too fast to make a conclusion about this, actually I’m stupid, I know he’s still young and never serious about kind of relationship, And it’s true, He just playing with me. I don’t blame him, the fault is in me. I open my heart easly without thinking and impatient. A good things come with process, but this is too instant and the result is bad for us

But even if that is a bad thing, I still miss him that much, singing him, dancing him, reading him, sensitive and caring him, yaa I’m falling in love with that side of him, I don’t know It’s the fake or the real him, I love him with my heart in that lovely side, I wish I could meet him in that side, even if not as a lover, He told me about don’t try to falling in love with him because he will go so far, He prefer to love me forever as a friend and even if it’s hurt, but I really want to understand and try to prefer that forever love friend too, it’s sounds so sweet even if my heart want him so much. –My Lil Eagle-